Heeeeeeeeee

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! This picture's got P-E-R-V spelt all over it! HEEEEEEEEEEE

Sometimes..

Wait, most of the times, things just don't go the way you want them to be.

And you really wonder what have you done to deserve shit like this.

And the worst is when these things pile up.

And they just keep re-entering your thoughts every other time.

But all you do is bottle them all up, because no one actually understands the way you feel.

You put on this mask of a cheerful, happy-go-lucky human while deep inside, you continue to dwell with all the shit happening to you.

Soon there will be a time, a point, where you won't be able to take it any more, and you just feel like giving up on life.

And that is when you finally feel you have to let the world know your pain, your suffering.

And the urge to spill out all your problems will shoot up.

But no, you thought to yourself, as layers after layers of these feelings/problems unfold upon you.

You cannot afford to vent them out, because some things are better left unspoken.

Because some things will destroy the status quo.

Because some things will only complicate the already overcomplicated situation.

Because letting them out is a double-edged sword.

You will feel a lot better, but things will become worse.

So you sit in one corner, waiting for someone to make a move.

Waiting for one to open up first and finally say "FUCK THIS. WHAT'S HAPPENING"

While in the meantime, you continue leading this terrible life in the shadows of the day.

There's a place I go

When I'm alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I'm falling

I am updating on behalf of Panda Tan Wei Pin, fyi to all of you who don't know his full name, there you go...

Panda: "HUH????"

Nickyboi: "Panda what level are you at?"

Chinky: "Panda what the hell, why you buy centri.... blehhh"

Nickyboi: "Wah can't use any skill mann"

Chinky: "Damn strong lah.... shit.... die"

Panda: *remains silent*

Nickyboi: "Eh I can't get any skills mannn..."

Panda: *mumbles to self*

Chinky: "Panda don't kill me wei"

Chinky: "Panda don't wei don't wei..."

Chinky: "Eh panda damn mean lahhh"

Panda: "Oh fuck someone got the ring"

Chinky: "Such a turn off when guys keep playing their games right?"

Chinky: "Panda you got pets right?"

p/s this Chinky damn noisy lah

Nickyboi: "This chinky damn lousy wei"

Chinky: "wtf"

Nickyboi: "something something x"

Chinky: "x something something"

Nickyboi: "...... (too fast lah I can't get it)"

Panda: *mumbles to self again*

Chinky: "erm... okay"

Nickyboi: "okay..."

Chinky: "you got killed by crabs lah"

Nickyboi: "yea.. oh YES I got a skill"

Nickyboi: "nice.."

Nickyboi: "why I die?"

Panda: "whenever your under 10hp you will die (or something like that)"

Chinky: "fuck you"

Nickyboi: "go go go go"

Chinky: "nice lah nice"

Nickyboi: "he too strong already lah"

Chinky: "why you cant kill him one"

Nickyboi: "I got 1 wave only"

Chinky: "wtf"

Chinky: "cannot KS"

Chinky: "oh fuck"

Nickyboi: "why I die again"

Nickyboi: "Now what level are you ah panda?"

*no reply from Panda*

Chinky: "go go level up while I keep him busy"

Chinky: "wtf"

*long silent moment*

*everyone's so focused*

*INTENSE*

Nickyboi: "something something aldi something"

Nickyboi: "wtf"

Panda: "you die lah"

Chinky: "I don't understand"

Panda: *explains again about that 10hp thing*

Nickyboi: "eh panda why your life so high one"

*no reply again from panda*

Chinky: "fuck the dog"

Chinky: "when did you get more money than me"

Nickyboi: *laughs for no reason*

Chinky: "why ck so lousy"

Panda: "(I forgotten what he said)"

Panda: *laughs to himself*

Chinky: "What's this"

Chinky: "wtf damn hard to kill this one"

Chinky: "Why you get that aldi so fast one"

Panda: "tsk....."

Chinky: "woopsies"

Panda: *mumbles again*

Nickyboi: "fight him fight him"

Nickyboi: "I wave already"

Panda: "wooohoooo"

Chinky: "I try to help you okay"

Nickyboi: "What???"

Chinky: "what the...."

Panda: "nickyboi where you gonna run lah"

Chinky: "(forgotten what he said as well)"

Nickyboi: "ask him to come fight lah"

Nickyboi: "go kill him again liah fuck"

Nickyboi: "wave him lah"

Nickyboi: "why so pain one"

Nickyboi: "wtf was that lah"

Chinky: "cannot lah when he use his aldi cannot touch him"

Chinky: "nooooo... fuck wei"

Panda: *laughs*

Panda: "hehe... hello"

Chinky: "kill him already kill already"

Nickyboi: "when can I use my skills wei seriously"

Chinky: "why are you stronger than me/him?"

Panda: "I got ni.... (sounds complicated, like a jap entree dish)"

Chinky: "serious"

Chinky: "oh fuck the dog"

Panda: *answers phone*



I'm tired. And this post is such a bleh boring one.

Dieded.

As of now, I am dead doing C programming.

RIP me!