2008 + 1 = 2009

2009?

What happened to 2008?

How did everything felt like a drag at one point of the time and feels like a blur now?

Early this year I was all hyped up about university, living in a new place, meeting new people.

Now it's suddenly time for a new year.

Another set of 365.25 days.

I wanted to make a list of what I did for 2008, but I reconsidered.

Because in general, I did NOTHING

And I'm not really proud of it.

2008 has been a year of ups and downs, but mostly downs for me.

I was at the trough of my life during semester 2 in Melbourne.

Seriously, I think I can cry, thinking back about it.

After all I'm really emotional, not emo, emotional. Note the difference!

Everything seemed like it was spiraling downwards.

I don't see a point in my life anymore.

There were days where I wished there was this "Off" button on my neck.

But then I wondered, "What will happen to my Facebook account if I died?!"

That silly thought kept me going.

And of course, being able to see my cherished friends and family helped too.

What would I do without you guys?

Oh, horoscopes are really freaky.

They give this subliminal message, but whatever you are going through is really true as stated.

I mean, how can one horoscope apply to all Leos?

Seriously, there's so many people born with the same horoscope as you.

My horoscope today was

It's still all about those around you with the Moon in your 7th House of Relationships. You cannot exist in a void; there must be an easy rhythm to your life now, so you can dance through your day. But progress could be very slow; don't worry if it seems like you're not gaining ground. The leap ahead will happen before you know it.

And before I read it there was really something in my head, about not gaining ground on a certain something.

Stop getting into my head Mr. Rick Levine! (The dude in tarrot.com)



Aaaaanyways.

All the best for 2009, people.

Happy New Year

Merry Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas all! Have fun collecting presents!

Just got back from Tert's house. She was having this small Christmas gathering. I like these kinda home gatherings actually, especially for occasions like Christmas. I don't really fancy being stuck in a traffic jam going to a place where there is "people mountain people sea" (LOL direct translation from Mandarin "Ren San Ren Hai") just to see some dumb fireworks and sweat and bump into dudes.

I think I'm a bum

Yes, a bum!

Ladida. Bum.

What happened on Saturday, 20th December 2008

Noon!
Siu Yuk Lunch @ Wong Kee Restaurant

I like this shot

Iced Barley


The Zombie Siu Yuk Lou

HERE COMES THE SIU YUK!

Night!

Cempaka Class of 2006 Reunion @ KLGCC

Face Problem Shot




Editted:

I thought everyone seemed like they were wrapped up in plastic or something.

Random Photoshopping.



And finally!

More pictures @ My Facebook!
Siu Yuk and Reunion

Oh God Damn!

Currently residing in my mind is one hell of a spastic song.

And shit, I thought it was "Oh God Damn"

"In The Ayer (Air)" by Flo Rida ft/ Will.I.Am

Oh hot damn, this is my jam
Keep me partying till the A.M
Ya'll don't understand, make me throw my hands
In the ayer, ay, ayer, ayer, ay, ayer.......

Sometimes I wonder what kinda songs will appear next time. This is already extremely spastic.

And oh, that day I went to this Restoran Wong Kee in Pudu for Sii Yuk (Roast Pork) with Shen, his parents, JC and Khee Siong. It was like the awesomest shit ever. The meat so tender, the skin so crsipy *Regrets not bringing camera*. The Siu Yuk Lou (Roast Pork Dude) is some Dato' man. And got alot of newspaper cuttings and picture with VIPs on the wall. It's like the best of the best Sui Yuk. Freaking mouth watering. Yums. I personally think the dude looks like a zombie


People! Do go there! It's at Jalan Nyoya. Very near the old Pudu Jail!

*Wonders if the prisoners ever smelt the siu yuk from prison. Must be sad for them.*

I shall end this post with.

Oh God Damn, screw this traffic jam,
Been stuck in this car till I got stomache cramp,
You'll don't understand, gotta get my hands on the,
Siuyuk Siu Siuyuk Siuyuk Siu Siuyuk!

For more information click here

Oo. BTW, it is FREAKING EXPENSIVE FOR SIUYUK. BUT WORTH IT =D

You Know Why?

I know this might sound gay but I like the song Love Story by Taylor Swift.

"Marry me Juliet, you don't have to be alone, I love you and that's all I really know...."

In case you didn't know I like these kinda fairytale happy ending crap.

I know, I know shit this sounds gay T_T.

But maybe because these kinda fairytale happy ending crap will never ever happen to anyone in real life. =(

Now on to the main topic.

Seriously JC, you've brought the utmost selfpawn against yourself when you told us about this.

Here's what JayCee told us:

OK here's how this "you know why" thing works. Whenever someone says something sad about him/herself, you ask them "You know why?" and when they ask "Why?" you reply back "Face Problem".

So afterwards, he was complaining why he doesn't have a girlfriend.

You Know Why, Jeremy Chang?

FACE PROBLEM!

It is official!

THAT PANDAS HATE MOSQUITOES AND ARE TERRIBLY AFRAID OF THEM

And I thought Dengue was bad.

WTF 33 AND COUNTING MOSQUITO BITE MARKS! !!!!!

It's really true

That we don't appreciate things until they are gone.

Over the past week I've heard news about people's relatives passing away. Then I start to wonder what difference would it make if I passed away. Would people be saying "I miss him"? And how many people would drop a tear or two for me?

Then again, I cannot imagine anyone close to me passing away. All those memories we had together will be flooding my thoughts. That must suck so bad.

Oh well, thankfully for me no one remotely close to me has disappeared from me yet. But I know the feeling will tear me apart once it happens. And to make it worse, everybody dies. So it's just a matter of time.

I was also thinking about whether it is better if I die first and let others cry, or be the last one standing whilst watching everyone else go.

I think the former thought is pretty selfish. But the latter one isn't that good either. Imagine being the last one going up to heaven/down to hell. Talk about being fashionably late. And also being a Malaysian!

I think I'm having random thoughts. I feel like eating bananas. My spectacles need cleaning. Things are looking pretty blur. Ooh! Would you still need to wear spectacles after you're dead? Must suck hard. Imagine dying without bringing the ghost of your glasses. Hahaha. I started this post talking about death. I guess I should end it that way too. Goodbye, world.

Death, picture of Shen photoshopped by yours truly



I'm going home on Thursday!

Heeeeeeeeee

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! This picture's got P-E-R-V spelt all over it! HEEEEEEEEEEE

Sometimes..

Wait, most of the times, things just don't go the way you want them to be.

And you really wonder what have you done to deserve shit like this.

And the worst is when these things pile up.

And they just keep re-entering your thoughts every other time.

But all you do is bottle them all up, because no one actually understands the way you feel.

You put on this mask of a cheerful, happy-go-lucky human while deep inside, you continue to dwell with all the shit happening to you.

Soon there will be a time, a point, where you won't be able to take it any more, and you just feel like giving up on life.

And that is when you finally feel you have to let the world know your pain, your suffering.

And the urge to spill out all your problems will shoot up.

But no, you thought to yourself, as layers after layers of these feelings/problems unfold upon you.

You cannot afford to vent them out, because some things are better left unspoken.

Because some things will destroy the status quo.

Because some things will only complicate the already overcomplicated situation.

Because letting them out is a double-edged sword.

You will feel a lot better, but things will become worse.

So you sit in one corner, waiting for someone to make a move.

Waiting for one to open up first and finally say "FUCK THIS. WHAT'S HAPPENING"

While in the meantime, you continue leading this terrible life in the shadows of the day.

There's a place I go

When I'm alone
Do anything I want
Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I'm falling

I am updating on behalf of Panda Tan Wei Pin, fyi to all of you who don't know his full name, there you go...

Panda: "HUH????"

Nickyboi: "Panda what level are you at?"

Chinky: "Panda what the hell, why you buy centri.... blehhh"

Nickyboi: "Wah can't use any skill mann"

Chinky: "Damn strong lah.... shit.... die"

Panda: *remains silent*

Nickyboi: "Eh I can't get any skills mannn..."

Panda: *mumbles to self*

Chinky: "Panda don't kill me wei"

Chinky: "Panda don't wei don't wei..."

Chinky: "Eh panda damn mean lahhh"

Panda: "Oh fuck someone got the ring"

Chinky: "Such a turn off when guys keep playing their games right?"

Chinky: "Panda you got pets right?"

p/s this Chinky damn noisy lah

Nickyboi: "This chinky damn lousy wei"

Chinky: "wtf"

Nickyboi: "something something x"

Chinky: "x something something"

Nickyboi: "...... (too fast lah I can't get it)"

Panda: *mumbles to self again*

Chinky: "erm... okay"

Nickyboi: "okay..."

Chinky: "you got killed by crabs lah"

Nickyboi: "yea.. oh YES I got a skill"

Nickyboi: "nice.."

Nickyboi: "why I die?"

Panda: "whenever your under 10hp you will die (or something like that)"

Chinky: "fuck you"

Nickyboi: "go go go go"

Chinky: "nice lah nice"

Nickyboi: "he too strong already lah"

Chinky: "why you cant kill him one"

Nickyboi: "I got 1 wave only"

Chinky: "wtf"

Chinky: "cannot KS"

Chinky: "oh fuck"

Nickyboi: "why I die again"

Nickyboi: "Now what level are you ah panda?"

*no reply from Panda*

Chinky: "go go level up while I keep him busy"

Chinky: "wtf"

*long silent moment*

*everyone's so focused*

*INTENSE*

Nickyboi: "something something aldi something"

Nickyboi: "wtf"

Panda: "you die lah"

Chinky: "I don't understand"

Panda: *explains again about that 10hp thing*

Nickyboi: "eh panda why your life so high one"

*no reply again from panda*

Chinky: "fuck the dog"

Chinky: "when did you get more money than me"

Nickyboi: *laughs for no reason*

Chinky: "why ck so lousy"

Panda: "(I forgotten what he said)"

Panda: *laughs to himself*

Chinky: "What's this"

Chinky: "wtf damn hard to kill this one"

Chinky: "Why you get that aldi so fast one"

Panda: "tsk....."

Chinky: "woopsies"

Panda: *mumbles again*

Nickyboi: "fight him fight him"

Nickyboi: "I wave already"

Panda: "wooohoooo"

Chinky: "I try to help you okay"

Nickyboi: "What???"

Chinky: "what the...."

Panda: "nickyboi where you gonna run lah"

Chinky: "(forgotten what he said as well)"

Nickyboi: "ask him to come fight lah"

Nickyboi: "go kill him again liah fuck"

Nickyboi: "wave him lah"

Nickyboi: "why so pain one"

Nickyboi: "wtf was that lah"

Chinky: "cannot lah when he use his aldi cannot touch him"

Chinky: "nooooo... fuck wei"

Panda: *laughs*

Panda: "hehe... hello"

Chinky: "kill him already kill already"

Nickyboi: "when can I use my skills wei seriously"

Chinky: "why are you stronger than me/him?"

Panda: "I got ni.... (sounds complicated, like a jap entree dish)"

Chinky: "serious"

Chinky: "oh fuck the dog"

Panda: *answers phone*



I'm tired. And this post is such a bleh boring one.

Dieded.

As of now, I am dead doing C programming.

RIP me!

Ugh.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.

About Time!

To blog abit. Nothing much to blog about. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Dr. Horrible!

Okay, Mr Oxymoron here gave me a link a couple of days ago to this www.drhorrible.com . It's a sing-a-long blog posted straight to the internet made during the Writers' Strike by Joss Whedon (creator of Buffy the Vampire Slayer series.)

It stars Neil Patrick Harris (Barney in How I Met Your Mother), Nathan Fillion and Felicia Day. This thingy consists of 3 acts, 1st one released on the 15th July, 2nd one on 17th, and the final one on 19th. They took down everything after 20th July, where they will see the response and will probably make it into a movie/series/whatever if there is a good response. Also, the 3 acts will be available to be bought from iTunes.

It's about this Dr. Horrible aspiring to get into the Evil League of Evil, led by Bad Horse, the thoroughbred of sin. This depicts that sometimes, not all Superheroes or Supervillains are cool (Wait till you see Bad Horse)

Pretty awesome. Many might get bored during the beginning of the 1st act thinking "WTF IS THIS? GIMME BARNEY STINSON AND HIS LEGENDARY STUFF" and whatnot, but listen carefully and it's actually filled with sarcasm and dim-witted humour. And then the good stuff begins, the singing.

Didn't know the Neil Patrick Harris used to be on Broadway singing in Rent. Good voice, reminds me of Princeton's voice in Avenue Q.

All in all a fantastic 40 minute thingy (All 3 acts combined). And being the cheapskate that we all are, I managed to find all 3 acts on another site so I'll embed all below. Enjoy the awesomeness.

Just Four Words

ITS EFFING COLD HERE

I Like This.

Recently I've been watching this TV series called Dexter. It's about this serial killer who is a blood spatter analyst in the forensics team of the police department. Uber cool!

And I like the opening credits of it! Watch it.

I am a nice guy!

And in contrast, Ken is not!

This is prove proof (Nabeh JY, happy now?).

And the article was just on my Yahoo! front page. I'm not some despo or some shit like that.

Or am I?

I am a hopeless romantic. There was this stupid birthdate shit I took which states that I wish that I'll have a love life like in a fairytale. This is shamefully true.

It's not like I don't know this kinda fairytale shit can never happen.

I just...

Real life sucks, huh?

And I swear my emoness has gone up. Is this pandEMOnium?

Emo.

Imma David Choi!

I'm gonna be a YouTube sensation! Phear me! Muahahaha.

Moi

Him

Distance..

Caught a glimpse of you with my eyes

All I see, a butterfly

Then this familiar feeling came by

Was it a joke, was it a lie?

Did the whiskey get me high?

Should I try or say goodbye?

Does it matter if try?

Will tears flow even if i cry?



Sometimes things really seems so near... yet so far


























































OMFG IM EMO!

Been thinking...

Judging from the fact that Mr Tay's blog has so much suspense and drama, I figured I should go all emo in the virtual world, while being a fucker in the real life, just like Mr Tay himself (No offence there shenny =X).

First I have this new emo-looking banner.

Now, time to emosify myself.

After analyzing Mr Tay's blog, I found out that to really make ourselves emo, we must insult humans.

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Humans. Why do we even exist? Why do we have feelings that no other creatures on earth feel?

The pain.

The sorrow.

The immense sadness, as we sit at a corner, thinking about our pitiful lives.

The feeling of a thousand needles, stabbed so mercilessly into our buttholes.

Yet we can't let it all out.

Can't we even shit in peace?

F#CK YOU CONSTIPATION!

Humans are so stupid. We eat, just to shit it all out in the end. And sometimes, it's just not worth eating. Things are never worth it anyway. Sometimes they stay, and we suffer, constipating, sitting on the toilet bowl, grinding our teeth. We even express our feelings through various Ughs and Aghs. But no, nothing ever happens. And to make it worse, these things we call "Mother" will freaking lecture us about not eating vegetables.

Vegetables. I hate them. They are so full of themselves. Thinking they will help us past motion. Screw you. Screw all of you! I hope you reincarnate as humans, and go through the same suffering as I had.

And hell, if it's not constipation, its diarrhoea. Things just never go the way you want them to be. And this "Mother" will again nag you for eating unhealthy food.

IF IT'S SO UNHEALTHY, WHY CAN WE EAT IT?

Seriously, why should we bother eating at all?

Humans contradict themselves. Earning salary to pay for food, yet let all the food out.

God is playing a practical joke on us all.


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Damn it. I can't pull off an emo blog. Tips anyone?

By the way, lame jokes!

A: Have you heard of the show called "Constipated"?
B: No.
A: Don't worry, it hasn't start yet.


A: How about this show "Diarrhoea"?
B: No
A: Oh, it's still running.

Rest In Peace..

One of my hamsters, Harry Plopper, passed away while I was in Melbourne =(.

My parents never told me!

It was sick for two weeks and then it died ='(.

=( =(.

I'm such a terrible owner.

Oh well, hope it had a good life.

At least Spiderpig's still alive.

Rest in peace little guy!

Busybody me......

I was just happily reading Shen's emo blog suddenly kena tag. WTH. But I'm so bored so yea -_-.

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1. What is your full name?
- Panda ._.

2. Are you currently single or in a relationship?
- Single and ready to mingle

3. Do you hiaven any pets?
- Hamsters! Had a dog and tortoise. =D

4. What's your favourite ice cream brand(s)?
- Golden Gaytime FTW. And Il Dolce Freddo's

5. What's your favourite ice cream flavour(s)?
Freddos : Roche, Pandan
Basically chocolate


6. Who is/are your best friend/friends?
- Don't have one. Sadly.

7. What do you think of yourself?
-

8. Do you hate vegetables?
- A Panda's diet consists of like... 101% bamboo. What you think?

9. Can you cook?
- You name it, I'll (try to) cook it, but you MUST eat it k? =D

10. Can you play instruments?
-The PEEEE(Wait for it) Ah No!

~ 02

1. Cupcakes or cookies?
- Cookies N' Milk!

2. Art or Music?
- Both but I draw better than I sing/play instruments

3. Vanilla or Chocolate?
- Choconilla

4. Dogs or Cats?
- Pandog! (Refer to earlier post)

5. Skype or MSN?
- Mostly MSN

6. Italian food or Japanese food?
- Japatalian/Italianese

7. Morning or night?
- I'm nocturnal

8. Black or Red?
- Black

9. Guy best friends or girl best friends?
- Most of my friends are mixture of both, how la?

10. Mom or dad?
- Shh, they know about my blog ;).

Kiwi!

I watched this quite a while ago but being the busy busy man I am, I had to keep delaying this post! This video saddens me and it's so cute! =(. Watch it!

The kiwi is part of the Ratite (Flightless) bird. So is the ostrich and emu(emo la the name).

Speaking of ratites, I guess I may as well blog about my fear for this scary looking bird of the same ratite family, the Cassowary!

PLEASE TELL ME YOU FIND THIS SCARY! CAUSE IT'S DAM SCARY TO ME T_T!

Don't ever bring me near them. They look like aliens. With big foot. -_-

When do you say "What The F*ck?"?: Jeremy

Seriously JEREMY CHANG. What. The. FACK?!

What is happening to the world? Weird shit happening everyday. To me. T_T

And JY (JEREMY YAP) sent me a link showing this picture (VIEWER DISCRETION ADVISED. SCROLL DOWN TO CONTINUE):


















BE PREPARED!

Holy Moly! Spiralling Sperms

THE FACK!? This shit showing an anime figure jerking off was sold for USD 15 MILLION.

Fifteen. Million. =O

Read more here

The world is hopeless. =.=

Two words. Epic Phail.

And Don't name your son Jeremy. They do weird stuff.

When do you say "What The F*ck?"?

It's Back!

The inspiration and motivation to blog again..... I can feel it coming...

























Tomorrow ._. .....

I Think I'm Having A Flu

I WANT A PET!

I used to have a bitch (Shen don't perasan) back in my old house in Malaysia. I was a young and naive boy. I didn't know how to take care of her. She became really ferocious. And the weird thing was her diet was only milk and bread. She had a body to die for man. Curvy curvy. I bet all the other dogs envy her. But since she's so fierce I had to give her away.

I should have trained her well. =(.

Also, I used to have tortoises, fishes and hamsters.

You see, I really like animals (Bet most of you are like "HAHAHA YOU'RE A PANDA YOURSELF!". Whatever Moron. =.=) I liked watching Discovery Channel and Animal Planet. Trust me when I say I rather watch Animal Planet than watching a live football match (Unless of course its a major match which includes Man Utd kicking the livers out of the Liverfool players. Then they'll just be fools. Hmm.)

So now I have my own bachelor pad in Melbourne. Now I need a best friend! Huhuhu. Say Hi to my new pet, Pandog!

SO CUTE!

I Wish La ._. Can hardly take care of myself. Will definitely get one which looks like this next time though! Haha.

Just a simple update

A New Beginnig.

Starting today, I am a NEW man!
In a NEW city!
With a NEW life!

I'll study everyday

No clubbing

No alcohol

No bumming

Stop gaming

Make reading my hobby

Clean the toilet

Vacuum the carpet

Wash my dishes

Stop eyeing hot chicks

Go to the library every other day

Stop being lazy

Get a to-do list

Fulfil my new year's resolution

Throw my rubbish

Hand in assignments on time

Stop being perverted

Stop insulting others

BLOG MOAR!

Oh, but wait. What date is it today? =X

Yay,

Internet. It has arrived. P#34R Me! Kekekeke.

No Net Yet

My life sucks.

T_T

Hoping to get internet by next week.

Please.

Dammit.

By the way go watch Charlie The Unicorn on Youtube.

Shunnnnn the non believer!~

Who am I?
Thats a secret I'll never tell
XDXD
You Know You Love Me
Gossip Guy

I used to think...

That my life revolves around the internet. Which was really quite true for the past 5 years of my life.

Chatting.

Gaming.

Blogging.

Wikipedia-ing.

Plagiarising stuff and handing them up as assignments.

Blogging.

Downloading songs/movies/videos.

Oh, and of course, the P-word which rhymes with horn.

Its ironic. I want freedom, yet I like being trapped inside a net.

But its been almost a month since I have an internet connection to call my own, where I can access the net comfortably on my couch sipping coffee and doing supposedly relaxing stuff.

And funny enough, I'm actually doing pretty fine.

Probably because I now use my time buying groceries, cleaning up my apartment, washing and ironing clothes, meeting up with friends, watching shows, and rotting.

Anyhow, an internet connection is still undoubtedly freakin' useful. And mine should be coming. Soon...

Right, onto my uni life.

I'm not gonna say this to him in person but I hate people who think UniMelb is the best or some shit like that as if he's totally gonna be successful once he's out. And he comes around showing me brochures (which are actually crap) of the societies available in the uni as if I'm gonna get jealous and kill myself or whatever. Then he sortta says that College Square Lygon's the best and all but he comes over to my place expecting to get his clothes washed for free (because the washing machines and dryers in College Square is next to the dumpster). And he expects me to follow his timing and all and to take his clothes out and fuck it! THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND YOU DAMMIT. I'm not gonna mention names but I think he owes me an iPod. Fuck. Thank God there's this dude whose sister looks like him which freaks him (and me even) out appearing next to him every other day.

And WHAT THE HELL IS SO BAD ABOUT RMIT? It's not like I don't have a lecturer with a PhD in Artificial Intelligence and an Applied Physics and Maths degree teaching me. DAMMIT. SHOW SOME FREAKING RESPECT! FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Moving on.

Was watching "How I Met Your Mother" seasons 1 and 2 and I highly recommend it. Hilarious and original!

And I also watched Gossip Girl season 1! Serena van Der Woodsen! <3 <3 <3 <3. Watch it. I know it sounds gay but it's a nice show! Haha.

Signing off,
XDXD
Gossip Guy
You know you love me.

Happy Chinese New Year!

Ratatatatata! It's the year of the Rat and time to place your bets! Start gambling people! May this year bring everyone prosperity and health! I will be updating more often now (at least with not so boring contents).



Oh, Harry Plopper and Spiderpig wish all a Happy Chinese New Year, too! (Which reminds me, I've been neglecting them a little T_T)

Granado Espada The Vespanolan's Invasion

Wooohooo! Granado Espada!

Kung Fu Panda

This is better than the animated Kung Fu Panda!

A month.

About a month till I fly to Koalaland! A mixture of feelings within me. Ahh! I don't even know whether I'm happy or sad to go, but oh well, I shall go with the flow! Lotsa getting ready and shopping yet to be done.

Nothing interesting happening in life right now. For me. Zzz. Except that I got wasted on dunno when and got a hangover the next day and felt like crap. If you call that interesting. Apparently I was sleeping in a very sexual position. Zzz.

Till something interesting happens, then.

Tetris!

Sorry for the lack of updates. But watch this! Haha